Celebrating a Year

Posts Tagged ‘contentment

week 257 ~ something’s cracked the toxins come oozing out

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something’s cracked the toxins come oozing out
I wonder if it’s like an oil change
where all the sludgy brain matter and strange
ideas will drain into a pit (I doubt
it) and I’ll be refilled with a sunny
disposition no longer the kind of
person who would doubt that happiness love
and contentment were created for me
I watch the full moon its light leaking fast
be eclipsed then reborn in a red glow
from nearly nothing and I want to know
when is my fill-up coming and if past
sins have been atoned for will I now dream
of life more beautiful than it would seem

originally written in Rio 2007, revised

Written by mairmusic

September 18, 2013 at 9:53 am

week 186 ~ because I am still here I pause

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because I am still here I pause
to breathe the lilac-scented air
and wonder at its mystery there
are so many questions spring thaws
unlock no answers just because
I laugh and love with abandon
and believe in transformation
choosing contentment please don’t try
to warn me it’s but the storm’s eye
old winter has finally broken

Written by mairmusic

May 5, 2012 at 12:24 pm