September 25, 2012
It starts as an ordinary day– classes, rehearsal, grading, sleep. But the last item somehow won’t appear, and at midnight I give in to anxiety, get up, and work until 3:00 AM getting the materials set up for my online classes and proctored exams next week when I will be away. As I write this post, a few days hence, I see today as the start of the insanity that has just now run its course. Why? What pushed me over? Who knows. The world tilts and everything picks up speed rolling down toward so many different ends.